I was very ill last night and I was praying to God in my head that I’d be okay and it made me realise that I take far too much for granted. I’m a lazy lazy boy but to be fair there is nothing around me to wake me up, I just need something or someone to say WAKE THE FUCK UP JORDAN once in a while. Spain is also too hot this time of the year it kind of makes me want to die on the inside. Anyway London is soon approaching and I’m so excited, I think I’ll get nervous when I get to actually move but as of now it’s 100% excited. I hope it all goes to plan and I really do love it and didn’t make a mistake, I can’t mess up my oportunity at Central Saint Martins either because I’ve been wanting to go there for such a long time and I’m really lucky that I’ve got in. It’s finally sunk in that I’m going there now too which is good. I’m going to start to write to you tumblr a lot more, this feels good. I like writing what I’m thinking. I must make something to eat, shower, make sure my ear doesn’t fall off and then make progress to the painting I am doing.